First; oh my god it's freaking freezing. It's been like 5°C all day. It's so cold it's actually painful ~_~ Anyone wanna give me a free super-awesome-mega-warm-blanket? @_@

...Moving on; my second group therapy is tomorrow. Like I mentioned before, my second one was meant to be three weeks ago but the first and second of those weeks I couldn't get there (I need to be taken and my family were on holiday for two weeks) and the third; last week, I was way too ill to go.

So yeah, my second group tomorrow. Since waking up this morning, I've been feeling awful, dreading tomorrow. I'm really, really not looking forward to it.
I'm still absolutely terrified to the core, and that's enhanced even moreso since I guess I'll have to say to the whole group why I wasn't there and apologise and be made to feel guilty about it... Despite you know, not being able to talk to even one person I don't know, never mind 22 or so of them... several times each meeting. *Sigh*

I got a letter last week too, from the woman who I had 1-on-1 meetings with at the same place, to discuss how the group is going. That meeting's on Thursday 26th. I guess I'll see how tomorrow and the next couple of Tuesday go to help me to decide what to do from here on.

[plug] Don't forget to read my blog about how my first group therapy went. If you have time to read it, then please do. I'd really really appreciate any views on it. [/plug]

*Freezes butt off*